When was the last time i updated this blog? like 19 days ago?... well its cause im soo caught up wif school , tuitionS' .... and more school stuff.... Well... who isn't... every sec 4 is all worrying bout the 'O' levels. Every Sec 4 Express that is... well, im in NA ! my whole family's like... study this study that, tuition everyday, I can't even catch up wif my sleep. and wifout sleep, i get short-tempered. I went to NA for a reason ya know ! if you haven't found out, its so that i could slack 1 more year..., not study for 2 whole years!!!

When i was in primary 2 ...i got like 98/ 100 for math... it was the end of year paper and the teacher trusted us to check our answers.After we had checked the paper, it would be the last and the marks would be confirmed. She said the top 4 or 5 in the class would get promoted to the first class next year... and i was like the 3rd in class and i was sooo excited...i remembered xiang yi in my class ^^ although i wasn't sure what position he got though. his position was good but i beat him =P. so anywayz... there was this girl she was like 5th or 6th in class... she was really upsad... and she looked as though she was gonna cry... but she kept it in... i could tell... i felt really sorry for her and i wished i could do something for her... and after checking through the paper, it so happened that i could ... i got a question worth 2 marks, wrong. It was either i pretended i didn't see the wrong answer or i could tell the teacher, lose 2 marks, drop 2 positions and let the girl beat be by 1/2 a mark. ...after a few mins i made up my mind...so guess what i did... I went up to the teacher and she deducted my marks... well i lost the position and i couldn't go to the first class the next year... i didn't really care much bout my studies back then , neither do i care bout it now either... well, when the teacher annouced that i had move down 2 positions, that girl was so excited , it was pretty obvious wif that big smile on her face. her frens congratulated her while my frens called me stupid and stuff... i didn't really care, i don't need the marks or the promotion... well i looked at her, she looked back and smiled. well i took that smile as appreciated. xiang yi was always kinda supported what i did... even back then. he was one of those who didn't call me stupid...maybe he did wanted to... but he just kept quiet, like his usual self.

Well... i still really wondered what happen if i kept quiet and got promoted to the first class. could i be in express? which sec school would i have gone to?... well i guess thats one thing i'll never know... but what the hack.... this life ain't that bad either...i've got friends and a slacker's life suits me just fine.... i'm glad to be here right now. =)